Update

I just wrote a long post and it got deleted. arrgh. So I'm gearing up for Jamaica in less than a month - that's very good motivation. I've run the last 2 days and done push ups and sit ups and have been eating well - tossed a bunch of junkfood in my house. And a miracle happened at work - when I was going to the vending machine for a candy bar in the afternoon - bad habit - it was gone. The vending machine was GONE. I was sooo happy - no more having it call my name in the afternoon. So overall, I'm feeling good right now. :)